The year of God’s fire!
It’s time to begin living what we believe! My new years declaration is to be a better listener of God’s voice, to become a vessel that holds more than just air, to open my heart to him, to declare his name and make his name famous! I want to see Jesus’ name written in the sky, to see his body rallying together and building each other up, to see children witnessing in the playground and to see people taking a stand for the freedom that Jesus offers freely, invading schools and unversities and work places! To become a body that is no longer ashamed of who we belong to!
From 6 to 19
Tonight are local tiny prayer gathering shot from 6 to 19 people…. Let that sink in, because I can’t yet. Last year we prayed for growth in quantity of peopl and now… YEAHHH!!! God’s so awesome!!!!!!
12hs on a Bus vs. 1h in a Tow truck
It’s been a full month, November. Last weekend we had a family gathering in Asunción and then I left for the Chaco, Filadelfia, on Monday. Was at Kalofoné Producciones every day then, learning different techniques for audio recoring, editing and masterizing. Then got on a Bus on Thursday which broke down half-way back to Asunción. Had to wait till the next bus came and stood in the passageway with smelly people and peopla who probably had gotten two seats just so they could actually sit without killing someone…
well, after 3 hours I arrived in Asunción and took another bus to Campo9, which took way longer than I excpected. So all together I spent about 12hs in Buses. Then, after staying the noight in Campo9, I went to Ciudad del Este Friday moring to do tech shopping. On the way back we had car trouble and got towed back to Campo9, where the owner of the borrowed car took us home.
This afternoon I’ll be on the road again to Asunción for Marcelo and Mera’s wedding.
Anyways, the moral of the story is, avoid taking buses if at all possible and don’t focus on the problem, but on the solution. I like the river parable. Our problem’s are the river, the more we concentrate on it, the bigger it gets and it’s impossible to cross, but Jesus is the bridge and if we focus on the bridge and cross it, that river looks small in comparison.
So if anyone actually reads this, have beautiful day and keep your focus on the bridge.
What would happen…
What would happen if pastors, preachers, leaders, ministers and whatever other titles their maybe be for church leaders would put aside whatever they are teaching and focus on getting the message of God’s amazing grace and love across? Is it just me or are those topics somehow avoided?
Personally, I think if this would actually happen, with the full inspiration of the God’s Spirit of course, amazing things would happen. The churches would grow and mature so fast that they would have to expand drastically, Christians would put aside their egoism and self-centered pleasures of wealth and “toys” and focus totally on HIM.
OK, so what’s to stop this from happening? ummmmm… it’s aahh, well…yeah…OK, it’s Satan.
Oh, but it isn’t not nearly so direct as it sounds, he’s rather subtle… making leaders and their churches slip into the rut of organized religion, legalism and conformism, of course, with the occasional shove if it’s not to his likening. He especially loves it if the poisoned people get really mad at the ones that aren’t conforming to their type of lifestyle. Sing the same songs, same topics, same falling asleep to boring sermons heard for the upteench time about “thou shalt not do this and that”.
Now, let’s say there’s a group of people within the church that isn’t happy with how it is… I don’t mean the music worship style or songs or even the style of clothing or if we kneel, sit, stand or jump and shout when worshipping him in prayer. I’m talking about the subtle waves of feeling boxed-in in church, the sermons themes planned weeks, months or even a year ago, the not giving the Holy Spirit room to work, the demeaning looks of congregants when someone lifts up their hands in prayer or tells an experience that takes longer that two minutes to tell. I’m talking about youth attendance dropping as fast as their parents let them make up their own choice to go or not, about almost zero participation in Sunday schools, about old mister Y falling asleep every Sunday, about making a big deal for weeks if some local talent does a rap song in church, about condemning people that don’t come on Sunday without even knowing the reason why they didn’t coming, about… OK, you get the idea, I hope.
Now this is what I’ve experienced, not all in the same church, but definitely a feeling I’ve felt in different churches. I would sooner go to math class in a kilt than feel comfortable enough to share something with everyone in the church I go to.
Ain’t it sad? Now, a lot of the stuff I mentioned has to do with my own experience, but not only, a lot of friends of mine feel the same way. The services are planned, first a song, than a scripture reading followed by a short prayer and another song. Than Sunday School, followed by announcements and sharing by the congregation (usually the same people every Sunday), than another song or two, followed by the sermon and a prayer with an ending song and then WOOOOOOOOHHHHOOOOOO!! IT’S DONE!!! The fact I can precisely tell you how it works is because it doesn’t change, never with extremely remote chances of being different than like that.
So, putting the negatives aside… I’ve learned not to be ticked off to much, I mean, look at history and you’ll see there has always been some killjoys along the way. No, just keep your focus on Jesus, showing his love and grace to the people you encounter whenever. All it takes is a smile, a word of encouragement, helping them with some project or inviting them over for terere (tee, coffee, coke, water, etc.) and just show them (doesn’t take much effort on your part) God’s love and let his Holy Spirit inspire you. YOU WILL BE AMAZED!
Live it! Live HIM!
Random thoughts on …
Lately I’ve given some thought to my blog articles… I find it’s a great way to vent my frustration but also to get some cool new thoughts I’ve learned lately, so it goes both ways. I have found out that I’m not an ordinary person, actually, nobody is, except some people seem to be kinda differenter. Now, this has all to do with God and his Spirit and nothing to do with what I’ve done. That is, except choose to let HIM mold and shape my life and character.
It for sure isn’t easy, but it’s always great to know that your never alone, especially during those hard times.
So what are you gonna do about it?! Sure… just ignore this blog and hope you never see it again… or maybe let your mind roll a little (or lots) about some of these “words” on this blog. Because that’s what they are, just words, if you don’t learn from ‘em, their there for nothing and writing this is a waste of time and your saying that Jesus died for nothing because your not letting HIM be a part and THE guide and teacher in your life…
…Think…just think….
Buncha Butterflies
How fast time flies… Just a week ago I posted on here and now it looks like it’s time again to write.
Yesterday, Monday, we had a great time of prayer, worship and sharing. Not everyone of the group came, but God made up for them. What was really cool was that one of the newer guys said he wanted us to pray over him so that God would give him wisdom and teach him. We did and he was so happy! The guy has tons of talents and I’m sure God has big plans for him.
I’m learning tons every day, cause hey, I have the best teacher in the world! Ans I think I can speak for all of the others in saying that HIS grace and love has never been so real. There is nothing to be afraid of with the Holy Spirit at the wheel of your and my life!
It all come down to this… letting yourself be changed by the creator, being molded. Asking him to do with you as he pleases. But be careful, great things will happen, God will use you and you will see everything similarly to the way He does. So yeah, if your still wanting to be your own master, you’ll probably not want to take that leap of faith. Then again.
How hard we make it on ourselves… I, for one, have tried and tried to “be like Jesus” but it doesn’t work. It’s impossible. The answer is so much simpler, let him mold you and you will become more like him. Stop trying to gain you salvation by works, let him create you into something new and beautiful for all to see and admire. Your life will be a beacon of hope and will make many see how empty their lives are without Jesus.
Now think about that for a while. Ignore this post, if you must, but don’t avoid the teacher.
Bloomin’ flowers
How great is our God!
Wow, that is so inexpressive. If you were here and you heard me say it there is no way you couldn’t keep from joining in! How great is our God!
Yesterday was amazing, so is today, but it just started, anyways… Our prayer group came together yesterday, first time without girls there, so it was a bit different than normal… First came the jokes and dis-attention. Then my buddy and I who had started these evening in the first place took leadership and it turned out to be an amazing time! The two other guys just came for the second time and their so spiritually hungry and we were more than happy to share our experiences and joys with Jesus. We prayed for rain (it’s raining right now), we prayed that we would be filled with the Holy Spirit of Jesus (we still are), we prayed for different friends that are struggling spiritually (I’m going to talk to one of them today). See a theme going on here?
Well, at the end we decided we should go to the “Youth building” (an old church were the youth generally meet every week) to pray over the building and declare it a holy place were no darkness may reign and that the fire of God may illuminate everybody that gathers there. We were huddled together in front of the building, praying… cars past by… we continued praying. It really hit me that these guys didn’t care what the passerby’s were thinking. We finished and one of the “newcomers” said, the building is good now, meaning whatever your imagination can come up with…
God is doing amazing things. Preparing leaders, spreading his love and grace to this community. I know that wherever we go, God’s light will shine and darkness and fear will flee. “Darkness tries to hide, and trembles at His voice… How great is our God!”
This is what it looks like outside right now
And this flower decided to bloom quite nicely today, if only everybody that calls themselves followers of Christ would bloom without fear…
–Cory


